Update

I visited Bobby last night and he recorded this message. Hope all of you are well!

Bobby says:
"Hello family,
Its bobkat here again. I’m in a different kind of mood this time. First and foremost, I want to apologize for not updating my blog and for not helping somebody out there go through the issues that I am going through. I am back in the hospital again, and this time I got bad news. My foot, my hands, my health, my veins....I am not giving up. I am definitely not giving up, but the bottom line is, I lost another finger, they had to cut down where they took the other fingers before, all the way to the knuckle just to help it heal up better in hopes of saving the hand.

I am definately doing some soul searching since this has gone through, and the question I came up with, it’s a question that has a two part answer, do I regret what I have done in the past or don’t I? Well, a part of me does regret what I did in the past because it brought on how I am now, and I can’t do the things I liked to do. I can’t run anymore, or do the things I was having fun doing, jump, wrestle, box, I can’t do those things anymore. That’s what bothers me on that. Another part of me doesn’t regret it, because if I did regret it, I wouldn’t be able to do what I am doing now. I would throw away my strength and hopes. Throwing out how I could make a difference in someone’s life or make it that much better. There’s a lot of people out there that could care less about what people like me and you guys are doing. They just don’t care. And if people like me can get through to you and be able to identify with you, that’s a great honor, that’s a great honor.

I’m striving to do the best I can, because what I have going on today is really difficult for me to handle. But I am not going to give up on it either, I’m not going to throw it away. I’m gong to keep striving to let you guys know that whatever is being put in my way, no matter the road block or illness, I am trying to stay in touch with you guys, to try and help get you guys out of the mood that I am in. In order to stop me from doing that, they are going to need help, they are going to need an army, because I am not giving up yet. So far I am still alive, still living, and I have a great bunch of friends and I still go to church. But like I said I got hit with some real bad news and I am not going to let that throw me off.

To go through the things that I am going through, all I can do is share with you what is going on with me and how I am taking care of it and how I am doing it. You guys have to go through your own set of problems and work them out the best you can. And I am telling you, don’t be afraid to pray to God. Ask him for your health. Ask him to heal you. Don’t be afraid to ask him to help you to stay alive.

I’m starting to get tired, but God bless you, you’ll here back from bobkat real soon. Again, God bless you."